2006.02.23: February 23, 2006: Headlines: COS - Morocco: Diversity: African American Issues: Personal Web Site: Morocco Peace Corps Volunteer Tia writes: I thought I knew what it was like to be a black person here in Morocco, but I learned that there is a real difference between may color and a darker black person
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2006.02.23: February 23, 2006: Headlines: COS - Morocco: Diversity: African American Issues: Personal Web Site: Morocco Peace Corps Volunteer Tia writes: I thought I knew what it was like to be a black person here in Morocco, but I learned that there is a real difference between may color and a darker black person
Morocco Peace Corps Volunteer Tia writes: I thought I knew what it was like to be a black person here in Morocco, but I learned that there is a real difference between may color and a darker black person
"Another volunteer who is very dark skinned came to visit me. I thought when she told me that she experienced racism here, that we had experienced the same. To me, we are the same color. We're in the same category. But when I saw the expression on people's faces when I introduced her, I was shocked. I have seen that look before. Its the look that a racist person gives you when they realize that you are their white son's black girlfriend. It is the look that racist people give you when they see your kinky african hair. It is the look racists give you when they think that you are trying to move outside the boundaries that they believe you should have. It was a look of disgust. It was a look that I have not received here in this country. And I realized that among some people here, there is a dislike of very black people. Here in Africa. It broke my heart."
Morocco Peace Corps Volunteer Tia writes: I thought I knew what it was like to be a black person here in Morocco, but I learned that there is a real difference between may color and a darker black person
Thursday, February 23, 2006
On the Subject of Color
Caption: Caption: Director Tschetter participates in Volunteer Tia Tucker's English class.
I learned something so interesting last weekend that made me think of Steve's entry. I know we all complain about the way we are treated sometimes in Morocco based on how we look. It varies from getting extra attention to getting totally ignored. I thought I knew what it was like to be a black person here in Morocco, but I learned that there is a real difference between may color and a darker black person.
Now, I have never been , nor have I considered myself light skinned. In America, my mom and I are both called Black even though she is a shade or two darker than me. In the south especially, even mixed children will most often be called black. i guess that comes from a history of trying to place people in groups so that it is easier to classify and segregate them. But I can think of two occasions in which I thought someone was white and it turned out they considered themselves black either because they had a black parent or grandparent. And I remember the opposite happening in Imitation of Life. (Which is fabulosa! I highly recommend that you see it.)
Anyway, I've mentioned before that in Morocco, people won't say I'm black. In fact, they laugh when I say I am. Go ahead and scroll up to the picture of the diversity league. Do you see 3 white girls in the picture. No, there is obviously one girl of the African persuasion. And that's me. Without a doubt. But here in Morocco, they call me Smrrra. This means tan or brown. I used to laugh when people would call me this or even when they would call me Luween which means colored, and is considered a compliment. I used to laugh and gently explain to people that there was nothing wrong with the color black and that in our country black is beautiful. I would tell people that in some parts of Africa black is considered a symbol of life, like the color of fertile soil, and white is the symbol of death- that all people's colors should be respected for God is the one that created them. But something happened last week that made me just plain mad!
Another volunteer who is very dark skinned came to visit me. I thought when she told me that she experienced racism here, that we had experienced the same. To me, we are the same color. We're in the same category. But when I saw the expression on people's faces when I introduced her, I was shocked. I have seen that look before. Its the look that a racist person gives you when they realize that you are their white son's black girlfriend. It is the look that racist people give you when they see your kinky african hair. It is the look racists give you when they think that you are trying to move outside the boundaries that they believe you should have. It was a look of disgust. It was a look that I have not received here in this country. And I realized that among some people here, there is a dislike of very black people. Here in Africa. It broke my heart.
-Tia
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